It's been a year since I last posted...wow...where have I been? Not blogging, that's for sure!
Good thing I don't HAVE to do this blogging thing...
but, I do!
I need to do this!
I have new goals and new plans, I have dreams and desires, that aren't new, just newly awakened, I have a new home to care for and make better, I have a new direction.
I have purpose again.
I didn't realize how much I was fighting for a purpose until now.
A month ago, we closed on a house...something I really never expected to have again.
What is my purpose? I am a helper...this is what I have told myself for a long time...and what I have become...but I am more than that. I have gifts. We all do, right? My gift is not limited to 'helper extraordinaire'...there is more to me than that. I can write...sort of...I sew (some people don't, or can't), I apparently am artistic, (at least that's what 'they' say), I LOVE to paint (it brings me peace), I am creative...I am more than that, but that is enough for now. (HA!) Most importantly, I do have worth, I am beautiful, I am what others see me to be and I need to accept it and move forward.
This battle is over, has been for a long time but I was frozen in terror.
I am moving forward once again.
Deep breath...(and some tears).
You can do this too.
You are amazing as well.
What is your purpose?
Take a deep breath...shed some tears and move forward...
Blessings to you!